this is going to be my 101 entry...

instead of being happy,i'm actually crying in silence.

why am i crying in silence?

many people have hurt me lately.especially the ones around me.the most important to me,the most loved to me and the ones that i cherish...all have hurt me deep down.

what can i do?

to just put on a fake smile and look cheerful,just let them say what they want to say as if it does not hurt my feelings,but deep down i'm crying silently.

why must things go this way.why can't everyone just stop hurting my feelings.it really hurts.