it's been 2 days since you've been away at camp.how i wish the days will pass by faster, so that i could spend time with you.my day has been boring.sitting at home doing nothing but house chores.to keep my mind busy from thinking i play with the kittens and hamster.got so many things to tell you.i kind of amuse watching my kittens and hamster play.they look so cute 1 moment and funny at another.hehe.wish you could see it.even though you called me at night.i still feel lonely.i somehow...really miss you a lot.really really miss you a lot...

I LOVE YOU!

hey friends!do come a support me in my 1st concert band performance.
for more enquiries you can get back to me.

hey!i'm back blogging!
hehe...been missing from here for a week++ i guess now.
well,as you know,i been away in m'sia for hari raya celebration,
soooo...wasn't able to blog.

raya celebration was fun,but not as fun as few years back.when everybody was around.this year was a bit dull as not many were around.also didn't do much visiting.only went to 2 relative house as everyone was tired and also down with fever.as for me...had asthma attack on the eve of raya and guess what???i've forgotton to bring my inhaler.i had to try to survive for 3 days without my inhaler.lucky that i survive till i got home.hehe.so careless of me not to pack my most important thing into my bag.hehe.

after coming back from kampong.the thing i can't wait for was friday,saturday & sunday.

can't wait to meet him on friday.as it's been long since i went out with him.it's been two weeks since i meet him.met him after friday prayer.went to catch a movie.PHOBIA 2.which i don't think scary at all.after the movie,went for band.he walk with me to simei.then after band he walk me back.really miss him a lot.that nigt pak su came over with whole family.stayed over night.get to meet my part-time boyfriend.hehe...

saturday morning was so eager to go for band prac.meet afizan and izzuddin and city hall.then wennt off for band together.don't know why i was so eager to go for band prac even though i was very tired.after band he sent me home.it's been 1 month since he sent me home.

sunday morning woken up by mama.she cooked nasi lemak.yummy.the day before his grandma cooked nasi lemak.now mama.what a coinsidence.hehe.that afternoon went out with him to khai's house for raya open house cum b'day celebration.he,omar & farah bought khai a guitar.khai expression was so funny when he opened it.hehe.left khai's place at 5 cos farah had to go to her bro's place.he had to get back to pack his bag for camp.he sent me home before going back.fell asleep while in the train.hehe.really enjoyed myself.pak ngah came in the evening.half way watching F1.

today...kind of lonely.cos his in camp.and the camp will last for 4days 3nights.going to really miss him a lot.woke up did the laundry.went to the bank.then more luandry.so my dat today was mostly fill with doing laundry.haiz.hope his having fun a camp.

to himm:i really miss you a lot while was away in kampong.and also not meeting for 2 weeks.was glad that we get to meet on friday-sunday.now going to miss you again as you are away at camp.hope you are having fun in camp.and please take care of yourself while in camp.

ps:pictures will be load soon.maybe after raya.after collecting/snapping more pics.

yey!done with all the cleaning.ready for raya celebration now.however won't be in singapore to celebrate 1st day of raya this year.will be going back to kampong this year.so later i'll be going off liao...won't be in singapore till monday night.

to all my muslim friends:
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN to ALL of YOU.kalau terkasah bahasa atau sikap harap dimaafin...also,enjoy your long weekend to all.ps:include non-muslim.hehe=]

just got my hair cut.and guess what?i really look like a 15 year old kid now...OMG!

headache.stomachache.cough.running nose.itching.rashes.

i think i'm going to fall sick.

arghhhhh...so exhausted from cleaning.the living hall & dining hall.have yet clean the display the area,food storage area & not forgetting the refrigerator.arghhhhh...

now my entire body is itching from rashes.thanks to the dust & insect.i look like a lobster/monkey scraching my body.so itchy!!!

was surpose to go to town with him today.but mama don't allow.she wants me to stay at home to do cleaning.arghhhhh.i feel like a maid sitting at home during my holidays doing cleaning.well,i'm mama's part-time free labour maid anyway.

to himm;sorry i can't go down to town with you today.to get your stuffs.hope you'll understand the situation i'm in now.as raya is coming.sisters having exams.i'm the only one left to do all the house chores.next time we go out okay?before i go back to kampong.maybe wednesday or thursday?friday going to cut hair with sisters also must pack my bag before leaving in the afternoon.so can't go out on friday.

hmmm...so bored.
didn't do anything much today.
woke up.clean up the mess in my room.then watch dvd till 3.then did laundry cos mama was nagging.rearranged all my soft-toys.then cook dinner for breakfast.what a slow day.however i'm glad that i didn't suffer from dehydration like yesterday.don't want i did yesterday to have suffred from dehydration.hmmm...

today i made a record for myself.i didn't argue with anyone at home,also i didn't thought of him the whole day.not till he chat with me on msn...did video call with...he and gang was strumming to one of my fav song.'more than words'the last time that i heard that song was last year.when that guy sang for me.haven't contact him for long.should go call him one day...kind of miss him and also his mum...raya must go to his place...

yey!
free from studies for one whole month.
at last my exams has ended.
now i don't have to think to much about studying.
i can enjoy now.
YAHOO!
can celebrate raya with happiness.
since i didn't get to last year.
i'm so happy.
i don't even know what to type..
*crazy girl*

DINOSAUR!


OMAR!


ME!


KHAI!

had a great night last night with dinosaur & friends.
thanks for making me laugh out loud guys.
i enjoyed myself a lot last night.
went out to iftar together @ tong seng bugis.(pics @ ts with omar)
after break fast.
head down to marina square play pool.
i'm so bad at it.
after the game we had to rush back home as omar was on probation.
hope he's fine/got home in time last night.

to himm.don't worry.i understand.you have to be with your friends when they are in need.so don't worry to much about me okay?

YEY!

friendship ain't not going to end.

everything are settled now.

everything back to normal.

so happy happy.

going to iftar later at bugis with himm & friends.

then going shopping for band stuff.

hmmmm.

hate going bugis during fasting month...

stress stress stress.

exam is next week.

even though its only two paper.

but its so stressful.

cos there are so many things to memorise.

especially ILT.

eveything is so wordy.

i don't know how to study liao.

i've been trying to think...
so hard that i think my brain is going to burst.
what am i actually thinking???
about what?about who?

well...

i've been thinking about my friends.

a new clique that i've gathered to be friends in school.

i don't know why?

but it seem like its coming to an end soon.

i don't wish for it to end.

it just only started.

the fun has only began.

why should it end up this way?

what have i done that it has to come this way?

people has been telling me to reflect.

thinking where i have gone wrong.

people have been saying i'm immature.

is this true?

am i really immature?

i'm so confuse and lost.

i don't know what to do anymore.

i just feel like killing myself.

so that i won't feel this pain anymore.