hmmm...its new year's eve.and i'm still confuse where to go and who to hangout with...tomorrow is already new year...hmmm

went to the clinic at raffles place to get my typhoid jab...ouch it hurt.but for a short while.after the jab went to get my uniform.going to start work soon...after all the work hassel went down to boonlay to meet my dear boing boing dinosaur izzu.sent him to work.hospitals are so confusing.i wonder how he managed to get around without getting lost.put me to do he's job.i'll still be stuck with the 1st job ask to do.why cause i'll be lost.or finding my way around.heheh.

my dear boing boing dinosaur izzu.
i really envy you
you know how to manage time with almost everything
unlike me
i don't even contact with any of my primary/secondary schmates
i just realise
the more i envy you
the more
I LOVE YOU
you always complaint
saying that you can count how many times i said "I LOVE YOU" to you
now i'm going to say it out loud
I LOVE YOU so much
my dear boing boing dinosaur izzu.

new year is coming like just in 4 more days and i have yet to finish up on my assignments.school going to reopen soon.arhhhhhhhhhhhh...so many things to think about.can't leave the house.not even to do project.they'll say i'm going jln2.so irritating...cursing me everyday about school results...not a single motivation at all.no wonder my results are like that with them cursing me everyday.i'll never get what i want...darm...now more stress coming...band,family and dear...hmmm....everyday my brain is like thinking non-stop.can you just stop thinking for one day and rest...you are hurting my head real badly...hmmmmm.....

to dear friends.how are you guys?wanner meet up soon before school starts?maybe we can go countdown at marina together?i so wanner go to countdown...anyone going?i so wanner join....

It was my 4th Month Anniversary with Himm yesterday.Even though i was only allowed out for 4 hours but i still enjoyed it.Went down to the place where we 1st watched movie together and that was The Grand Cathay.Watched The Princess And The Frog.Nice movie,should watch.Bought him a GREEN watch since he lost his.

By the way...just got my new phone last sunday.Samsung STAR.Even though i didn't get the phone that i wanted.But it's okay.I'm happy with what i get.

this is going to be my 101 entry...

instead of being happy,i'm actually crying in silence.

why am i crying in silence?

many people have hurt me lately.especially the ones around me.the most important to me,the most loved to me and the ones that i cherish...all have hurt me deep down.

what can i do?

to just put on a fake smile and look cheerful,just let them say what they want to say as if it does not hurt my feelings,but deep down i'm crying silently.

why must things go this way.why can't everyone just stop hurting my feelings.it really hurts.

What is our relationship to me?(to himm)

• something that i could keep for long.
• to LOVE and CARE for you.
• to be LOVE and CARE by you.
• a place to share all out problems.
• and lastly to push each other in whatever we do.

having a little bad moment now...don't know how i should put this...but i really hope that baba will talk to me about it soon.i don't wish for all this to happen.please just talk to me soon.don't keep me in the dark.i'm afraid of lossing you.please please talk to me soon...

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

three projects are not done

due date is calling

one is on the 11/12

another when school reopen

the other when school holiday start

my 3 project

must chiong 11/12 project

finish up before school holiday

then can enjoy school holiday

hehe

wfb paper tmr

another stress point

i have yet to study

better go study soon

must aim for A

if not kena hamtam

by you know

DINOSAUR

Hey Hey Hey!I'm Back From Genting Already***

hehe was actually back last thursday,been hasn't the time to blog.back from the trip and hari raya haji the next day.so tiring.

GOOD NEWS FOR EVERYONE...the got GOLD!yahoooooooo......i was so excited over the gold that i got asthma when they announce the result....hehehehehehehe.....everyone laughted at me....booohooo.....

i really enjoyed my trip and also miss people back in school...now i'm able to see alll of them...so happpppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

*pictures are loaded at facebook*