so so happy even thought things didn't really turn out my way today.

went out to watch JENNIFER'S BODY.so cool...me and jannah we like OMG!we are like so them..hehe....lesbian...hehe....btw jannah has already left.so i'm left with him at starbucks.he brought lappy so that i can use..since i can't use the computer at home for some reasons.but i still get to blog outside with help from him and bestie.hehe...boohoo to people at home whom trying their best not to let me use the computer at home.i really had a lot of fun today.with jannah and him.there's surpose to be another person with us however he can't make it due to some probs wihich i won't mention here.hope to meet you soon.hope jannah is fine....poor her...cheer up okay?

to himm:

thanks for everything today.even thought there are some matters that are bothering me.but i don't wish to trouble you.hope you will understand.and there are also some reasons to why i don't allow with to see my text inbox.so please understand.don't worry to much okay.i'm sure that i won't break your trust.trust me.no matter what happen,just to let you know that i really really LOVE you.just take your time to change for the better.i don't force you to change in a snap of a finger.but do take the things that i told you to consideration.it's not for my own good.but for you.no matter what you have my support.and i won't let the past happen to you again.

HEY HEY HEY!Here are the PICTURES that i owe you guys.

HERE WE GO!

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1st lovebird in class...hehe

26 october 2009

before band prac(late)27/10/09

after band 24/10/09

before band prac 23/10/09

band prac(JOANA'S B'Day) 22/10/09

Security Seminar 2009

RAYA 09

Back from kampong

My KIDS

THAT'S ALL FOLKS!

i'm lost.i don't know what is happening around me.all kind of emotions are conquering me.sad,confused,irritated,lost,stress,etc.is it because of him or is it because of baba or is it because of school work.i just don't know.just don't know how to express my emotions.

to himm:

i'll promise not to use vulgarities
i'll promise to smile more
i'll promise to tell you face to face if we got problems between us without my friends knowing
i'll promise not to betray your trust on me
i'll promise not to get too indept with my guyfriends when mingling with them

my 5 promises to dinosaur effect from 20/10/09,11.12pm

HEY HEY!
I'm Back!
After Missing For Quite Some Time.
HeHe.

well...been busy with school stuff and also band stuff.security seminar,band camp,open house & school reopen.KECOH!just only got settle down with school reopen.more challenging subject to handle this semester.also.got to concentrate more on studies.must get at least GPA 3.7.if not kena hantam by dinosaur.

today went for my BTT at ubi.and guess what?i FAILED.hehe.cried soon as i left the room.gosh!how could i failed.baba and mama asked me to retake it again.sianz...
1st gym session with jannah & dinosaur.my poor legs are wobbling.ran for 20 mins cycled for 1/2 an hour.ape tak...hehe.but it was a good workout.it's been long since i last had a proper workout.

been feeling frustrated & pissed with i don't know who.maybe with the people who always make empty promises.i think it's good that they just stop doing that.cos,it will really hurt people's feelings badly.