telling me what to do wouldn't change me.i am who i am...it's either you accept me for who i am or just buzz off...when i don't talk to you.that means i do wanner have anything got to do with you...even if you are dead...i don't give a damn...this is who i am...hate me..just say it.don't gossip around about me...cos it's not ain't nice thing when i found out....

to those who are gossiping about me...WATCH OUT FOR YOUR BACKS!you will never know what kind of surprises might just happen to you!!!!

lately...my mood hasn't been good due to some people...i hope that my mood would change for the better...so looking forward for friday's field trip...and also movie...with my new bestie...JANNAH!

little do i know that my presence could actually make people feel uncomfortable...that is the way i am...if you feel being akward me being around, you could always just tell me straight in the face...

i'm SOORY to those whom feel that i have offended them...

my sincere BIG APPOLOGIES to YOU!

i'm so dissapointed with my friend...so sad so sad...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

HUDA is on the RED!

i'm getting FATTER!lots of people has been saying that i look SUPER DUPER CHUBBY...(is it a good thing to be chubby?)
gosh...HUDA better stop eating outside food.goodness gracious me...must be from all the ljs to kfc to pizza hut and also kopitiam food...ouh NO!

HUDA! You are so messed up NOW!

Firstly...you need to stop spending money any o how
Secondly...you need to stop having late lunch/early dinner outside(mum been asking why i've not been eating dinner at home)
Thirdly...you need to save up s$60(haven't pay money to mr kwek)
p.s:ppl help me with my spending problem...allow me to spend only s$1 a day...i need to save up!

monday was an interesting day for me...
this is due to...1st time my ite classmate rode on my baba's tranformer taxi...they are..amanda,diniy,epul,hafizah and jared...unfortunately diniy and jared had to sit at the back of the car...hehe...after droping them off at the station..amanda,baba and me,went to toa payoh central BATA to get my shoe..baba wanted to drop amanda home but she said she wanted to meet her mum..so we left without her...

yesterday was a super duper painfull day for me...
i had blisters that burst till bleed...my shoe was full with blood..i walk bear footed home from bradell station...OMG!

today was fun for me...
1/3 of the class went out to have late lunch together...and we have singing session in the kfc restaurant...didn't know that a lot from the class could actually sing...haha...COOL!

what's wrong with me this past few days???have been doing things that i don't usually do...spending money anyohow on things that i don't really need...what's got into you HUDA???showing attitude...not replying to messages...getting all upset easily...this is so unlike you...

you need some thinking/reflection to do girl...better go and reflect now.

i'm angry, lost, hurt, scared, messed up, confused, etc.

Please Help Me Slot Out My Feelings...

this is what happened when you don't plan

i need to get new shoes for next week.

my this shoe cannot make it liao.

going to r.i.p soon.

where to dig money buy shoe.??

aiyoh see lah go eat & eat at places like that...

now no money liao.

next two weeks no need eat liao.

save money buy shoe.

if not..

no need go school liao.

no shoe wear.

ljs on monday,pizza hut on tues & wed.OMG!i no money liao...next two weeks don't need eat liao.
i'm so broke...

6 of us when out to eat after school.the six-cism after school.amanda,barney,epul,hafizah,jared & me...we chat about relationship & they just love to disturb amanda.the pokemon freak...haha..jkjk,amanda.

a lot of secret has been told between us in that box for that two days.so let's just keep it in that box okay???hope nothing is leak out of the box...

now i'm drowning in mr eDward KWEK's ilt assignments.OMG!someone please help me!!i seriously need to do lots of catching up with the others..

yesterday was fun.it's been long since i went out with friends.i was happy to be able to leave the house.hehe...i'm free like a BIRD....

went out with some of my classmates...went to vivo..little do i know that the bus journey from toa payoh to habourfront was going to be a short one...reach at hobourfront at 9.15..wth...i'm 45 minutes early...gosh..could sleep more...

we had BK as breakfast @ skypark..then play card game(.police and murderer.)started with winking then to brow raising then back to winking...

unfortunately i had to leave @ 3.00.so miss out the 2nd part of the fun....

thanks to my sis.

today was my 1st band prac...everything went fine...(gosh!i need to sight read score more often now...was only able to read the last piece that we played out of 6 pieces..hehe...)

just that everyone know my name but i don't know their name..wth...got lots saying i come from hawaii and then call me lilo...gosh..

after prac we had games..some funny game to animal game to treasure hunt to amazing race...haha.amazing race was fun.....

p.s this time its a bit bored as no pic to entertain you..this is because..i didn't bring my camera..and phone is lagging....