loving and missing you...

OFA was a disaster.wasn't able to do many questions.arhhhh just forget about it.it's over and done with.

to himm.i don't like people to call me then pass the phone to someone else.its very irritating.hope you'll take that to note.also i hate it when you keep talking about your ex.hope you'll understand.

friends don't just leave each other behind without informing.had a bad day earlier with two of friends.wouldn't want to mention their names.how could they just left like that?i was like a stupid gundu finding for them the whole library.waiting for them to appear.worrying for them.thinking something might happened to them.why am i so stupid to even worry about them?has they even thing a thought about me before?why am i so soft hearted?always being bullied by my friends.WHY?WHY?WHY?

the job interview went well.however don't think i will get the job due to my working timing..sad sad sad.

WHY?has today been a bad day for me.what have i don't wrong to be getting a bad day like this?

i miss himm alot!
didn't get to meet himm today.
only talk on the phone for a while.

boring borING BORING...
nothing much.been going home straight after school hasn't been dropping by any places.
going for some tourism industry event thingy later.will be wearing a black dress later.hope the event thingy will be fun.
to himm.23 more days...hang on!

many things had happened the past few days.
friday;went out for lunch with aisah diniy jannah and jared at b.b.brought them to the chicken rice stall that i always go after cemetary visiting.walk around west mall then aisah and jared left to do their stuff.hang out at mac and did malanoi's b'day card while waitng for himm and aslo to kill time.diniy left.then hee came.touch up on the card.then off to sectional.met afizan at j.e.celebrated malanoi's b'day after sectional at cemta.then off i go.walk to semei with himm fahmi iskandar&gf and alfian.he wanted to talk to me about something which turn out to be the 'POP' question.kind of rejected himm cos saw iskandar&gf having arguments.also i wasn't ready to be in a relationship yet.so yah.please don't be sad.
saturday;1st day of fasting month.woke up 4am to eat.my eyes barely open while eating.went back to sleep after eating.woke up 7am to get ready to go band.met himm & iskandar in train.watson didn't turn up so fian took 1st half then the other guy.slack around during break.after band went to airport with afizan fian haziq joanna koonie and padi.did some revision.then hee came.left with himm later.
sunday;2nd day.did nothing much at home.help mama did groceries shopping.then study.
monday;went to sch as usual.went to clementi mosque with himm and jannah to take bubur but was dissappointed cos no more.then left home.

i really enjoyed myself on saturday...flagday was fun especially when you are doing it with your clique.flagday more like slackday.from bugis me jannah diniy and jared walk to central mall.slack by the river then walk back down to bugis.while walking back.we stop by at some sceneric places and took some pictures.i felt like a photograher taking model pictures.stop by at swee lee cos diniy wanted to buy guitar pick.then look around.after which got back to bugis.return the can.then waited to watch diniy band competition at bugis(bandslam).while waiting dinosaur came with fahmi.but fahmi left before diniy performance.after the performance left for home.cos kak call me liao.i can't load the pictures for now as i'm in school.will load them soon.

did some honourable things this week...

on tuesday i did blood donation,it's cool.donating blood to save life.after which.i wasted blood,had a deep cut on the same day after the blood donation during OFA break.it hurt badly.my poor fingers.

ouh.this whole week i didn't had any fight with my family member.cool ah.hehe.

well got my glasses now.can see better liao.no more blind girl.hehe

but was a bit lonely this week.didn't talk/meet much with him that much.reasons?don't know why.so don't bother asking.promise him that i won't s***e&d***k.and i will start to s***t.maybe i will start it on monday.

got my exams timetable/schedule.date 7&8 september.few more weeks left to buckup on my studies/revision.must jia you!if not can say bye bye to my GPA4.

tmr not going for band practice.cos got flagday.sianz.i want go band practice.but nevermind flayday is just once in a blue moon so just do it.going to be doing it with the whole class anyway.so just enjoy the day.

next week got mock test and common test.so must study during the weekends.don't think i'm going out this weekend.pretend to be good girl infront of mama&kakak this week.so they won't nag at me.since i already break the record of not having any fight with them this week might as well just maintain it till after the fasting month.

going to make my new glasses later...new pair of glasses,hope it can help me see better...life is really hard for me without my glasses...can't see a thing especially at night...things should be better for me once i get my glasses...
**study hard and smart with the new glasses...don't loss your glasses again**

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO ALL MY BELOVED ONES!

not seeing you for 3 days...really making me miss you badly...can't wait for tuesday to come.so that i can see...

pictures before&after fever...

gosh!security slacking the kitten is bigger than me

j.e library toilet

laona>after sectional

CRAZY!

otw home...

^(before having 38.9 degree fever)^

^(having 38.3 degree fever)^

getting well from fever...

art competition @ istana

my art piece

day out with my niece and nephew @ vivocity

ndc2009 pictures