i've been trying to think...
so hard that i think my brain is going to burst.
what am i actually thinking???
about what?about who?

well...

i've been thinking about my friends.

a new clique that i've gathered to be friends in school.

i don't know why?

but it seem like its coming to an end soon.

i don't wish for it to end.

it just only started.

the fun has only began.

why should it end up this way?

what have i done that it has to come this way?

people has been telling me to reflect.

thinking where i have gone wrong.

people have been saying i'm immature.

is this true?

am i really immature?

i'm so confuse and lost.

i don't know what to do anymore.

i just feel like killing myself.

so that i won't feel this pain anymore.