Rushing and racing and running in circlesMoving so fast I'm forgetting my purposeBlur of the traffic is sending me spinningGetting nowhereMy head and my heart are colliding chaoticPace of the world I just wish I could stop itTry to appear like I've got it togetherI'm falling apartSave meSomebody take my hand and lead meSlow me downDon't let love pass me byJust show me howCause I'm ready to fallSlow me downDon't let me live a lieBefore my life flies byI need you to slow me downSometimes I fear that I might disappearIn the blur of fast forward I falter againForgetting to breatheI need to sleepI'm getting nowhereAll that I've missed I see in the reflectionPass me while I wasn't paying attentionTired of rushing, racing and runningI'm falling apartTell meOh won't you take my hand and lead meSlow me downDon't let love pass me byJust show me howCause I'm ready to fallSlow me downDon't let me live a lieBefore my life flies byI need you to slow me downJust show meI need you to slow me downSlow me downSlow me downThe noise of the world is getting me caught upChasing the clock and I wish I could stop itJust need to breatheSomebody pleaseSlow me down

LIVE&LOADED,now,DEAD&EMPTY

went to watch LIVE&LOADED on tuesday at mediacorp with KYE SENG & HARIZ.it was really fun.only towards the end.haha.why?because its WICKED AURA performing.haha.took lots of pics but its with KYE SENG.so am not loading any pic.hehe.

well,after the thing ended,we decide to walk to J8 from mediacorp.but unfortunately,HARIZ'S mum called.so we walk to the macDonald near my house.to buy take-away.aftermath,i walk them to the busstop.

now guess what?yesterday i was down with a cold.now i've got a fever.lesson learned.don't walk home in the middle of the night when you have a poor health.hehe.

due to this.i've got to miss theory lesson and also outing with friends.hope i'll get better tmr.

anyway.yesterday BABA cooked lunch/dinner.it was super duper yummy.it was a wonderful meal.been long since i last tasted BABA'S cooking.i like to watch the way BABA cook.it's fun.thanks BABA for the wonderful meal.the soup did help a bit.just a little tiny bit.hehe

many things has been happening to me since 1st feb..
most that happened really hurt me badly deep down.it all started with the gig thingy.my dad was so angry with me going to the gig.which make me upset till i broke my curfew.got home 2 in the morn.they even wanted me to stop music.wth.got so pissed off.fough with them about it.didn't talk to them for 1 whole week.on that very same day.i was forgeting all about the guy whom i love since 13.just couldn't take it how he treat me outside and on the phone.its a total two diffirent person.just got the feeling that he was toying with my feelings.don't wanner have any of my friends falling for him.they might just get hurt like the way i got hurt.
HATE HIM!
14th feb..i met someone new.really enjoyed myself together with his friends.they sure know how to make me smile and laugh like my old self.its been long since i had a good laugh.it was a miracle that they could actually make me laugh.to my friends.i'm sorry if i had made you guys worried about me.but i'm fine now.after all the laughing on v'day thanks to him.i'm sorry with the change of attitude all of a sudden.that must have made you just super worried.but now i'm going back to being my usual self.the girl who always smile and laugh.making the people around her smile and laugh with her.thanks to him.i'm really sorry guys.i share my problems with you guys next time.so that i won't worry you guys.SORRY!

hey!since its v'day tmr...i don't really have any plans...however i'm going to keep myself busy with band...therefore while ppl are busy preparing for v'day...i'm busy posing at the camera..hehe...

time sure pass by very fast and its now february..many things has happened..1st i'm now a band manager,it sure is hard managing a band especially its all guys..2nd i'm now jobless,planning to slack at home till school start...hehe...SLACKER!i know...3rd i really miss my crew...anyway,i'm feeling lazy.so i'm going to show you guys pics instead...enjoy!

results are out...

well...

i didn't score well...got 1 c5,4 c6 and 1 d7...they are sure very bad...could not even make it to poly...now i'm going to be stuck at ite..i wonder how i'm going to survive there...with all the mamats and minahs around...am i going to be able to survive??am i going to be one of them??i don't think so...i don't even talk to those kind of people..wth...

as for now..

i'm happy for my friends who make it through to the poly...they sure will have a great time in poly...as for me...i'm going to try to make myself comfortable to the new environment or to say...adapt to the environment...

whatever it is...life still have to go on for me...climb my way up to poly through ite bah...best of luck to me then...

life has been hard on me...been working for 5 straight days.haven't been sleeping well...with chinese new year coming...i have to earn more..hehe...even though life is hard...nothing can stop me from putting a smile on my face...life isn't fun if its not hard on you...hehe

ouh...

on saturday...wei lei and atiqah came to my work place...i was shock to see them...hehe...maybe cos i missed the gathering...btw wei lei look slimmer...maybe its the black tee...not him really slim down...hehe

well i've miss my class gathereing last friday...i think they are upset with me...today i'm going to meet them in school as results are out...sooo...i just hope nothing bad going to happen...as baba is coming along to take the result..i'm so excited about it...even though i'm like super tired...i look energize...that's what others said...hehe...

well well...to all o'level candidates...all the best for your results!!!what ever happens..just put a smile on your face cos you've already worked hard for it...