It was my 4th Month Anniversary with Himm yesterday.Even though i was only allowed out for 4 hours but i still enjoyed it.Went down to the place where we 1st watched movie together and that was The Grand Cathay.Watched The Princess And The Frog.Nice movie,should watch.Bought him a GREEN watch since he lost his.

By the way...just got my new phone last sunday.Samsung STAR.Even though i didn't get the phone that i wanted.But it's okay.I'm happy with what i get.

this is going to be my 101 entry...

instead of being happy,i'm actually crying in silence.

why am i crying in silence?

many people have hurt me lately.especially the ones around me.the most important to me,the most loved to me and the ones that i cherish...all have hurt me deep down.

what can i do?

to just put on a fake smile and look cheerful,just let them say what they want to say as if it does not hurt my feelings,but deep down i'm crying silently.

why must things go this way.why can't everyone just stop hurting my feelings.it really hurts.

What is our relationship to me?(to himm)

• something that i could keep for long.
• to LOVE and CARE for you.
• to be LOVE and CARE by you.
• a place to share all out problems.
• and lastly to push each other in whatever we do.

having a little bad moment now...don't know how i should put this...but i really hope that baba will talk to me about it soon.i don't wish for all this to happen.please just talk to me soon.don't keep me in the dark.i'm afraid of lossing you.please please talk to me soon...

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

three projects are not done

due date is calling

one is on the 11/12

another when school reopen

the other when school holiday start

my 3 project

must chiong 11/12 project

finish up before school holiday

then can enjoy school holiday

hehe

wfb paper tmr

another stress point

i have yet to study

better go study soon

must aim for A

if not kena hamtam

by you know

DINOSAUR

Hey Hey Hey!I'm Back From Genting Already***

hehe was actually back last thursday,been hasn't the time to blog.back from the trip and hari raya haji the next day.so tiring.

GOOD NEWS FOR EVERYONE...the got GOLD!yahoooooooo......i was so excited over the gold that i got asthma when they announce the result....hehehehehehehe.....everyone laughted at me....booohooo.....

i really enjoyed my trip and also miss people back in school...now i'm able to see alll of them...so happpppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

*pictures are loaded at facebook*

SO BORED!!!!!!!!!!

now at JURONG POINT STARBUCKS with jannah waititng for dear...blogging...isn't it obvious?LOL!
HEHE!able to blog today because...dear's laptop is with me...HEHE!actually i'm suuppose to do my research.thenn i found out that i already have it in my thumbdrive.soooooooo...now i can do my stuff...like updating,checking and go online to chat with ex-schoolmates.HEHE!

will be going to genting on sunday.so excited,my 1st National Band Competition!LOL!
tmr going to shop for stuff for the trip...not only that...tmr is also my

3rd Month Together

with dear.so don't know what to get for him...hmmm...i also now very very broke...

NO MONEY!

cannot anyhow BUY stuffs...sad sad sad...

wait for dear to come then go band...dunno meeting the others or not???hmmmmmm.....

CONCERT was GREAT!really enjoyed myself.and thnks to friends whom came to support me.i HOPE i did a good job in entertaining you guys.hehe....looking forward to next year concert...must come support me again....hehe...

well well...now i'm so looking forward to NBC at genting...hope to bring back the GOLD...willl be away on 22-26...so don't miss me...but give me your support for the band competition....so excited....

after band come...must go back to bowen give juniors support for syf...also must help out abit.its been long since i went back to have a look...bmb jia you!me and amin going back to support you people...