~~HELLO PEOPLE~~

It's 2011...

~~TIME FOR A GREAT BEGINNING FOR A FRESH START~~

Alot of things have change around me...

May it be GOOD or BAD...

~~LIFE STILL HAS TO MOVE ON~~

About my 2 year in SCHOOL

Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaoooooooooooooooo!
It's been long since I update my post here. What to do? Been very busy with 2nd year modules till I don't even have time for myself (that includes the people around me, especially the one that I love most). Currently, I'm in KL now, here to attend my cousin's wedding. Therefore, I have time to strike a post here. However, I won't have time to post any photos/pictures here. Will post all photos/pictures on Facebook, will try to post some here when I'm free.

Alot of things had happen during my 2nd year. Especially my classmates, people going missing, people not attending classes and more. But the thing that hurt me most was my group of friends that i had back in year 1. All of them have now shown their true colours, they ain't really the time of friends that me and my bestfriend would want to keep. Backstabbing others, making up stories about others and not cooperating in doing group projects. That's how bad things went. However, during that loss, I've make friends with my other classmates. Can be said that lucky I loss those "friends" before I become like them. Well, now that everyone is going for attachment already, let's just pray had that they will change their attitude for the better, so that they could graduate (this include me, must not be lazy).

It's last day of camp today and its 4.40 in the morning and i'm still not asleep yet.
My body is tired however my brain and eyes just does not want to shut down.
Really hope i will fall asleep anytime soon.
Cos if not i'm going to look like a panda later.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
DON'T WANNER LOOK LIKE PANDA!
THAT'S FIRLI THE BIG PANDA.

Hey HEy HEY!

Really sorry to those who have been reading my BLOG.

Sorry for not been updating for hmmm about the past few months...

Been really busy with school and work...

And also BAND.

Well WEll WELl WELL.

I really had the most enjoyable time yesterday...

It's been a long time since i'm away for books, work and also music.

That's all for today...

Will tell more soon....

Got to go and mugggggg.....

P.S:Will upload pics soon...pictures tell a thousand words...

hehehehehehehehheheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

sorry for not been blogging for a long time

been very very very busy

with...

muse, school, etc......

now i'm at CemTa

hehehe

so taking this time to update my blog....

that's allll.....

hehehehe

btw my b'day coming....

don't really have any plans for now....

this was how v'day was celebrated...

another field trip to old ford factory and haw par villa...

here are some pictures updates...

as usual...i'm always LOST!

at iluma...while waiting for the 3 gals to end their argument session.

dayung sampan dayung dayung sampan
tired.taking a break

tourist from don't know where...

in KL.aunt jinnah trying to murder my poor so not little sis.

while waiting for the guys to end solat

lessons end already for today.
in b2-306 using dear's lappy while waiting for him to end lesson.
therefore i shall update my blog...
many fun things have been happening since i last updated.(does not count yesterday update)

well.firstly is that...mama is save a nd sound back form the holy land.she is still in KL though, but i guess she will be back home tonight.hopefully she gets home tonight so that i don't have to cook dinner everytime i get home from school.its very tiring to cook and clean especially when you just got home from school.

school have been fun lately because there isn't much of school actually.most of the time i school are slacking watching movies.hehe....well most of my projects are done so i have some little time to rest my brain...before i start studying for my semester exams.poor little brain have been working hard.
last monday the whole class went to bugis to do a tour commentery.my group had to do on masjid sultan.so we ask diniy and jared to do the presentation.hehe...it was fun though watching the both of them presenting.hehehe..

after the whole thing ended.we decided to hand around bugis later on decided to head towards marina square to play pool...the girls wasn't so good at it...so most of the time the guys won....sad sad sad...hehehee....but we really enjoyed ourself...after which we all headed off our own ways...

the end...

been wanting to update,but hasn't the time....so i'll update soon when i have the time....

in lecture theater watching some movies with LB while using dear lappy to update cos he complaint already long time never update.

soooo...here are some updates since...i don't know when?..

hehe...reasons for not been updating due to...busy with school,work & stuffs.

okay.mama is save at the holy land.hope is she doing fine there.due to sending her off at kl...i have to miss lots of term test.lucky lecturers allow me to have a retest.alhamdullilah amin.

work is okay...tiring but fun.got lots of closing shift.due to closing i'm having lesser time to sleep & always late for school.gosh.lesson learned.must not work closing when next day is a school day.

5th month was great.got chocolates & a planner from himm.

also went to watch movie at grand cathay(legion)the movies was great.must watch.when god ask his soldiers(angel)to kill human.cool.

really enjoyed myself alot.hope that this relationship will last very very very long.

didn't have a good day today...
everyone is like pissed off...with me
i'm so sad...
what did i do wrong???...

at the national library now with himm,nina,jared,jannah and diniy.
doing project/gossiping...hehe...
went to band in the morn.
lunch at food culture after band.
and now here i am at the library.
everything is going smoothly.
hopefully everything can be done be today.
cos i really need to rest tmr.
and also study for test when school reopen.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhh....
how i wish school holidays can be extended for another week.
hmmmmmmmmm....

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
i finally decided to went down to esplanade for countdown.
wasn't really enjoying myself.
was glad and happy while watching the fireworks.
but so not after a call.

ANYWAYS.here's a special tribute to those who wasn't there.

hmmm...its new year's eve.and i'm still confuse where to go and who to hangout with...tomorrow is already new year...hmmm

went to the clinic at raffles place to get my typhoid jab...ouch it hurt.but for a short while.after the jab went to get my uniform.going to start work soon...after all the work hassel went down to boonlay to meet my dear boing boing dinosaur izzu.sent him to work.hospitals are so confusing.i wonder how he managed to get around without getting lost.put me to do he's job.i'll still be stuck with the 1st job ask to do.why cause i'll be lost.or finding my way around.heheh.

my dear boing boing dinosaur izzu.
i really envy you
you know how to manage time with almost everything
unlike me
i don't even contact with any of my primary/secondary schmates
i just realise
the more i envy you
the more
I LOVE YOU
you always complaint
saying that you can count how many times i said "I LOVE YOU" to you
now i'm going to say it out loud
I LOVE YOU so much
my dear boing boing dinosaur izzu.

new year is coming like just in 4 more days and i have yet to finish up on my assignments.school going to reopen soon.arhhhhhhhhhhhh...so many things to think about.can't leave the house.not even to do project.they'll say i'm going jln2.so irritating...cursing me everyday about school results...not a single motivation at all.no wonder my results are like that with them cursing me everyday.i'll never get what i want...darm...now more stress coming...band,family and dear...hmmm....everyday my brain is like thinking non-stop.can you just stop thinking for one day and rest...you are hurting my head real badly...hmmmmm.....

to dear friends.how are you guys?wanner meet up soon before school starts?maybe we can go countdown at marina together?i so wanner go to countdown...anyone going?i so wanner join....

It was my 4th Month Anniversary with Himm yesterday.Even though i was only allowed out for 4 hours but i still enjoyed it.Went down to the place where we 1st watched movie together and that was The Grand Cathay.Watched The Princess And The Frog.Nice movie,should watch.Bought him a GREEN watch since he lost his.

By the way...just got my new phone last sunday.Samsung STAR.Even though i didn't get the phone that i wanted.But it's okay.I'm happy with what i get.

this is going to be my 101 entry...

instead of being happy,i'm actually crying in silence.

why am i crying in silence?

many people have hurt me lately.especially the ones around me.the most important to me,the most loved to me and the ones that i cherish...all have hurt me deep down.

what can i do?

to just put on a fake smile and look cheerful,just let them say what they want to say as if it does not hurt my feelings,but deep down i'm crying silently.

why must things go this way.why can't everyone just stop hurting my feelings.it really hurts.

What is our relationship to me?(to himm)

• something that i could keep for long.
• to LOVE and CARE for you.
• to be LOVE and CARE by you.
• a place to share all out problems.
• and lastly to push each other in whatever we do.

having a little bad moment now...don't know how i should put this...but i really hope that baba will talk to me about it soon.i don't wish for all this to happen.please just talk to me soon.don't keep me in the dark.i'm afraid of lossing you.please please talk to me soon...